addiction of porn

what you think how many males and females both in our type of culture(pakistani / indian / in short ‘typical asian’) addicted to porn?

may be males addiction percentage will be way more higher than females. ok… guess the reason?

naahh….. it is not that females are very pious creature by deafult. but it is because that they dont have easy access to such things.

so answer these:

% of males who would be addicted to porn.

% of females would be addicted to porn.

-umair

in love with death

yes, i am afraid of many many things. but i am not afraid of death. i rather am in love with it. i made a post asking how long you want to live. all those who visited that post didnt responded. dont know why… may be death donot arouse you people as much it arouses me.

i helped burying body in grave once. i handedover bricks. and you know what … i was cursing my heart at that time for being at calm. no grief, no fear no nothing. this is not a thing to be proud of. and i am not writing this to show you my gutts. i am just writing it.

i want to die. soon. as soon as possible. there is only one condition i want to die when my god is happy with me.

i am 20 now. will be 21 within 2 weeks. until recently (about a month ago) i thought 45 is a good age to die. but then suddenly i started feeling ‘no…’ not 45 …. 35 is the age to die. then it became 34 and then 33. day before yesterday i was passing by a graveyard. saw a grave of a man aged 24. now i am thinking about reducing my ‘age to die’ again.

-umair